I
have a lot to say about this semester, and it is a bit overwhelming to try to
encapsulate my experiences and reflections in one blog post. However, I’ll give
it a go! I have gone through many ups and downs over the past four months, and
now I can finally say that I feel comfortable in a place where I never thought
I’d be at-ease. I have learned so much from the Tanzanian people and culture,
but there are still many things that are baffling, frustrating, and go over my
head. Our program director gave us a packet concerning how to deal with reverse
culture shock, and one of the exercises is called “The Best of Tanzania”. I
thought that answering some of those prompts might be a good way to cover the
bases, and to give specific examples instead of broad generalizations…
Biggest
success or proudest moment: sneaking into and out of Zanzibar without a
residency permit by using my low-level Swahili skills.
Most
embarrassing moment or mistake: buying a candy bar in Olasiti, and
absent-mindedly opening it before I got back to the campsite. Almost
immediately a hoard of children came out of nowhere screaming: “HELLO HELLO
HELLO GIVE ME CHOCOLATE!” and I hid the candy bar from them and walked away as
quickly as I could. Not my proudest moment.
Most
humbling experience: This entire semester has been a humbling experience, but
the most poignant moments were probably during the field portion in Olasiti. One
evening I was helping cook in the kitchen at the field site, and I was chatting
with Stevie, who is the youngest member of the safari staff. He was telling me
about his life ambitions and how he really hopes to go to school, and it really
struck a chord. Stevie is my age, and he is just as deserving of an education
as I am. I am in Tanzania as part of my education, and sometimes I forget just
how privileged I am. Stevie wouldn’t be able to come to the United States as
part of his education if he wanted to, and it has nothing to do with a
discrepancy in our intelligence.
Funniest
moment: there are so many…probably one of the most absurd moments occurred
during one of our evening Jillian Michaels sessions at the campsite. There was
one particular evening when we were jumping around and looking like idiots (as
usual), and we had our regular audience of five or six children, and of course
babu. One of our drivers, Walter, was doing the video with us, but his main
objective was to poke fun at us and he was not doing the moves even remotely
correctly. About half way through, a giant truck passed by that had probably 20
Tanzanian men in the truck bed and of course they were intrigued by what was
going on. There is a speed-bump right next to the campsite, so the truck slowed
down to go over the bump, and then stopped to watch us for a while. I couldn’t
continue to do the video because I was laughing so hard. I also thought that
smashing a giraffe piñata with a zebra femur was pretty ridiculous.
Worst
experience in Tanzania: the lowest period of the semester was the week before
break. There had been a series of assaults and robberies involving people in
our group and other international students, and multiple people had malaria and
other health ailments like scabies. I have never felt so targeted and aware of
my personal security before, and it was highly unpleasant. Our altercation with
the Russian men also sucked.
Most
unique experience: some of the most unique experiences I had were in
Engerkerat, the first Maasai village we visited. I had never witnessed a goat
sacrifice, and the night dance we participated in was insane. It is difficult
to describe, but I have never been part of a ritual like that before.
Most
useful thing I learned: that not everybody in the world is obsessed
with/possessive of time. I am accustomed to a very schedule-oriented culture,
and it has been both infuriating and liberating to be a part of a society that,
excuse my French, doesn’t give a shit about time. People take the time to greet
and acknowledge each other, even if they have somewhere to go, and there seem
to be few consequences for tardiness. One of my favorite examples was when some
members of our group had scheduled to go cattle herding with Maasai warriors at
7 am, which was facilitated by one of our translators, Leboy. They didn’t leave
the campsite until 7:45, and when they asked Leboy if the warriors would be
upset that they were late, he replied: “But it is still the hour of 7!”
Most
bizarre/crazy experience: maybe being cursed by a Maasai bibi for not buying
her jewelry. I’m not really sure what happened, but she pretended to spit on
and slap me, and then waved her nipple around at me while screaming in Maa. It
was really weird.
Most
difficult thing I did: climb that mother-effing volcano. I have never had to
push myself mentally/emotionally like that before. I really thought I might
fall off the side of the volcano and die.
You
know you’ve lived in Tanzania when: you suggest to your roommate that she
should try to trade her camera for a woodcarving at the market. (By the way she
tried this and it worked beautifully).
Okay I'd better hurry up and post this, because there is a guy sitting next to me who hasn't stopped talking even though I don't think I've responded to him in the past fifteen minutes. Oh and just now he invited himself to go back to America with me. He also just told me that when I am old enough to marry I should find him. It is really time to go. Thanks for reading this!